Wednesday, May 18, 2011

I think I'm slightly depressed right now. Not because of anything in particular, but just because I haven't been getting enough exercise, sunlight, or conversation. I can tell because I don't feel like doing anything. I don't want to clean the house, or go out and find people to hang out with. I don't even want to walk over to my grandma's house and chat with her. The conversations are always the same anyways, so it makes it more boring to chat with her every day. Heck I don't even want to read anything! and I have such a list I wanted to get through in the month I would have off.
Luckily I will start work on Saturday, so that should get me out of the house and doing stuff. I'll get busy enough that I won't have time to think about being depressed. Working 40 hours a week, or more if I get another job, will definitely afford VERY little time to think or will at least be thinking about other people, like my kids! I can't wait to start teaching because that is always the most fun part of the summer.
I suppose for the time being, I'll just keep watching endless movies, or fix my bike and get outside more. It'll make things better and I'm sure Buster will be more excited that I'm out playing with him more.
So one of the few times I'm not very wordy, but those are my thoughts for now. I should go read Nephi's psalm about how to get out of depression. Just need to remember if it's in the beginning or end of 2 Nephi. I need to remember to read the scriptures more often: that is definitely part of feeling better.

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